If your heart has not been burdened
over this election, then I dare say you truly have not been listening to all the warnings.
SADLY, The warnings seem to have
fallen to the ground.
I totally agree with these
guys, we are headed for ONE WORLD GOVERNMENT. And I too no longer feel the leading
to WARN.
"We are going to reap what we have sown"
All I truly have left to
share is.
Get your house in order, for what is to come
is going to be judgement and desolation. Amen, go to your altar before the LORD.
Seek the LORD for direction and HIS
GUIDANCE, make certain you are in HIS WILL better to die in HIS WILL. OUR hope
is IN CHRIST, and only in CHRIST. Have MERCY upon us LORD YOUR BODY, give us strength and boldness to live in according to YOUR WILL, in the power of YOUR SPIRIT.. Amen.
There is no place for grumbling now. We need to accept what is to come and RISE up as a SPIRITUAL PEOPLE....
Though this old world may pass away, We will be strengthened by the LORD...AMEN **JUST A SMALL PIECE of ADVICE; For goodness sakes people. GET OUT OF DEBT!!!!, live on the means that the LORD has provided. IF you can't afford it then do without it. I am CERTAIN that through indebtedness they will find away to HOLD you captive.
PLEASE READ "THE WOMAN of REVELATIONS 17" so that you know what to expect.
MAY THE LORD GO WITH YOU!!!
Lam 5: 15 The joy of our heart
is ceased; our dance is turned into mourning
Lam 5: 16 The crown is fallen [from] our head:
woe unto us, that we have sinned!
Lam 5: 17 For this our heart is faint; for these
[things] our eyes are dim.
Lam 5: 18 Because of the mountain of Zion,
which is desolate, thefoxeswalk upon it.
Lam 5: 19 Thou, O LORD, remainest for ever; thy throne from
generation to generation.
LORD the foundation of YOUR THRONE is righteousness
and justice.
MAY YOUR WILL BE DONE..
Quote: Augusto Perez
BABYLON
TRULY HAS FALLEN, FALLEN. (SPIRITUALLY FALLEN)
She is filled with demons and dens of devils..
Her desolation will follow, for the Blessings of the
GOD of BLESSING’S with hold HIS HAND from her..
AMEN. SONG of ENCOURAGING: Though I was never worthy.. I AM REDEEMED!!!! hallelujah!!! A HOPE and FAITH that will carry me home!!! I am REDEEMED:
ELECTION DAY is finally upon us. MY HEART is HEAVY and there is a REVERENT FEAR
concerning the LORD’S HAND UPON US.
DON'T BE REMISS, it is time to HUMBLE ourselves before the LORD..
YES I am VERY CONCERNED and AFRAID of what might be coming
upon the LAND. I am far more afraid of the LORD’S hand, than of judgment of what man can do against us.
I believe with my whole heart, that this ELECTION is going to be a PIVOTAL point
in our LIVES.
I believe this will be a GREAT
REVEALING to us, and we need to be prepared as a BODY for the outcome.
Will GOD be for us or against us as a NATION of PEOPLE?
Will we have the repentance of Nineveh or the judgment of Sodom?
We once LIVED as a BLESSED NATION, under HIS WING, and hedging, seeking to live by HIS
PRECEPTS and PRINCIPLES?
The question is: Has the BODY OF CHRIST gone too far for a
change and a chance to change things around?
I believe that THROUGH this ELECTION there will be a GREATREVEALING TO US, will the LORD be for us or against us?
WHICH will it be? Remains
to be seen.
AS INDIVIDUALS, I can only hope
that we have come to a CHANGE of HEART/sorrow and repentance!!! And that we are SINCERE in our COVENANT with HIM, that would carry our cross to the END.
MY PRAYER is that
we have had a “CHANGE Of HEART about our condition:
I
can only HOPE and PRAY that THE LORD, will see through the WORKING OF OUR HANDS/voting,
that it is our HEARTS
TRUE DESIRE to HONOR HIM and HIS PRECEPTS and PRINCIPLES and will
have MERCY on us as INDIVIDUALS
AN EXAMPLE for the WORD:
1 Sam 3:2A nd it came to pass at that time, when Eli [was]
laid down in his place, and his eyes began to wax dim, [that] he could not see;
1 Sam 3: 3 And ere the lamp of God went out in the temple of the LORD, where
theark
of God[was], and Samuel was laid down
[to sleep];
1 Sam 3: 11 And the LORD said to Samuel, Behold, I will do a
thing in Israel,
at which both the ears of every one that heareth it shall tingle.
1 SAM 3: 12In that day I will perform against Eli all
[things] which I have spoken concerning his house: when I begin, I will also
make an end.
1 Sam 3: 13 For I have
told him that I will judge his house for ever for the iniquity which he
knoweth; because his sons made themselves vile, and he restrained them not.
The Lamp of God was NEVER MEANT to go out in the TEMPLE, it was part of the duties of the Priest to ensure
that the Lamp was burning continuously before the Ark.
HAVE WE ALLOWED the LAMP of GOD to go out in our TEMPLES? HAVE we been
witness’s of TRUTH?
I suppose we could make excuses for ELI for allowing this to
happen. But I think it was more of a REVEALING to the condition of Israel’s
heart and actions before the LORD, something had gone VERY WRONG in ISRAEL.
And I believe what today REPRESENTS will be a REVEALING TO
US.
What happen in Israel, didn’t happen without
warning. Eli was warned earlier by a
prophet that his son’s were defiling the temple.
WE have not been without warning. the LORD has been faithful to warn us.
Ironically, Eli’s son’s “DID NOT KNOW the LORD”, yet here they
were in SERVICE to the TEMPLE…1 Sam 2: 12 and 1 Sam 3: 13 NOTE: the LORD sent the WARNING to ELI, NOT his sons..
Eli, was remiss in disciplining, guiding and leading towards his wicked
sons.
Eli had not even sought to RESTRAIN them from their actions.
Is the LORD going to JUDGE this HOUSE/our nation because OUR
LAMP has faded or gone out? Or for the sin of not seeking to RESTRAIN what is
happening right here in this NATION?
Are we just going to stand by, like ELI, and be OMISSIVE or dismissive to what is going on around us, and
ALLOW these ABOMINATIONS run ramped and rule in this Nation?
JUST
a few points:
As
I have shared before, I believe theGREAT TRIBULATION is meant to PURIFY the BRIDE, not
to punish the wicked. Some would say WE NEED IT, so let it be so. I agree it has been long over due.
But is it possible that we find “SORROW and REPENTANCE”
without having to be CHASTISED and BURNED?
So
with that, the questionis:
Has the BODY repented or gone through a period of SORROWS and
REPENTANCE for what we have done?
HAVE we seen or had “SORROW and REPENTANCE” for our
compromises with the World?
I confess, I do not know.
What I have seen is many in the FAITH are beginning to
stand up and encourage others to vote against the abominations, and for the
SAKE of our RELIGIOUS FREEDOM.
WILL a VOTE be enough to turn the HEART OF GOD?
Is a “VOTE” a sign of the TRUE REPENTANCE that is going on
around us?
JUST to remind you that it has been reported that 60% of America claims
to be Christian. IF that were TRUE and they stood up for their CONVICTIONS in TRUE REPENTANCE,
then this NATION could be turned around easily.
A “VOTE” could be a “sign” that the BODY OF CHRIST has TURNED
to more sincere approach to GOD’S HOLINESS.
THOUGH, I am fully aware, that We will never be able to STAND against the
LORD’S WILL.
Therefore
I confess that a VOTE cast today, seeking to
FORCE a change, will NOT turn GOD’S HAND of JUDGMENT back from us.
ONLY GOD knows the TRUE HEART Of man.
I can only hope that “CHANGES
of HEART” are going on in many of the private chambers between MAN and THE
LORD. I am not privy to that information.
Without
TRUE REPENTANCE among us, our efforts today will be futile.
And
will not MAKE one difference to this COUNTRIES FUTURE.
WILL
YOU BE A TESTIMONY to JESUS CHRIST TODAY??
ALLOW IT TO BE A REFLECTION OF YOUR HEART!!!!
Make
a STAND for YOUR TESTIMONY to JESUS CHRIST today, and IF you are
persecuted for it, which I can tell you I EXPECT we will be
persecuted for it… EVEN SO…..REJOICE for you have suffered in HIS
SUFFERING, and for HIS NAME SAKE.
IF “O” is RE-ELECTED, I believe that it is a GREAT REVEALING of the condition of the BODY OF CHRIST, and AMERICA as a NATION.
PREPARE to HUMBLE YOURSELF and SUBMIT to the persecutions to come, no need to grumble after it is all over..
SEEK to PREPARE
yourself and your family “SPIRITUALLY and PHYSICALLY” for what is about to come
upon us, for the TIME TABLE and what has been ‘determined” just may be right around the corner of our lives.
MAY
THE LORD have MERCY upon us as INDIVIDUALS… AMEN.
ABOVE ALL ELSE, I SUPPORT and STAND for GOD'S PRINCIPLES and PRECEPTS, and will VOTE HIS VALUES.!!!
Will you join me??
SEE it as a TESTIMONY to the LORD you say you LOVE.
And "IF" you suffer for your Vote, count it as ALL JOY that you can participate in HIS SUFFERING..
_________________________
I have heard that 60% of America claims to be christian, out of that only a 'few" percentage vote.
IF 60% of AMERICA did vote, turning this Country around would be easy!!!
You are offered a TEST of your devotion,
Have we repented as a BODY, that we want to RETURN to HIS PRINCIPLES and PRECEPTS.
I think NOV 6th will be a TRUE sign of the TRUTH.
What TRULY is your hearts desire??
Is the Republican party or any other party going to be our savior.. absolutely not, but we must RETURN to TRUTH, and GODLY PRINCIPLES, and you have to start somewhere...
I ask once again, with all sincerity of heart.
PLEASE PRAY about it your decision to vote!!!!
Will we be a Mordecai or an Eli?
Will you vote to make a stand FOR GOD'S principles and precepts, and AGAINST the ABOMINATIONS?
It is OUR FREEDOM that we are voting for.
"A SACRED RIGHT"
Sodom and Gomorrah is going to RISE in the lifetime of YOUR Children, I pray you will not be a participate in the evil that is coming upon the land.
IF I be perfected , let it be throughthe CROSS, to the RESURRECTED LIFE of JESUS CHRIST!!!
IN truth, there is no NEW LIFE/REBIRTH, without DEATH first, we must DIE
through the CROSS to be able to be RISEN to the RESURRECTED LIFE in HIM.
Suffering Is often the pathway to true blessing…. Through my flesh has a desire to sin, I am saved by GRACE, I do not have to REMAIN in my present condition, because HE IS HOLY and HE HAS the POWER and AUTHORITY to conform an transform and conform my LIFE into HIS IMAGE and HIS RIGHTEOUS PATH!!!
I REALLY believe that it is the “ULTIMATE DESIRE” of the LORD’S heart to bless HIS
BODY, spiritually and physically.
Godliness is profitable for that which is to come, and NOW IS,
meaning today. Living in the principals and precepts of God, allows the LORD to bring
blessings upon our lives.
1 TIM 4: 8 Forbodilyexerciseprofiteth little: but godliness is
profitable unto all things, having promise of the life that
now is, and of that which is to come
I believe it is true that we
often ‘suffer and are afflicted” because of Unbelief or SIN.
I don't believe we are PUNISHED, just because we SIN, but there is a HIGHER PURPOSE for chastisement. The LORD is seek, transformation and conformity and purity. Often we suffer LONGER than we have to, because we are not WILLING to SURRENDER to the change.
Something within
our “character needs to change, be transformed into the “IMAGE OF CHRIST” or “MIND
OF CHRIST” but instead of seeking out the LORD for answers to these things, we often seek
out ways to “produce fruits” of the flesh, as a COVERING for these deep inner
problems (ie Sunday teacher, youth leader etc) not seeking out the ROOTS of our
sin (unforgiveness, bitterness, anger etc.)
To be honest I think that is why many have “STRONGHOLDS” in our lives.
HOWEVER, I also know without a doubtthat the LORD is
MERCIFUL and GRACIOUS, and sometimes will HEAL out of HIS PURE
UNSELFISH LOVE towards HIS BODY, for HIS GLORY and FOR HIS NAME ALONE. NO REPENTANCE REQUIRED!!!! THIS was one of those experiences..
TESTIMONY and the MINISTRY of the HOLY SPIRIT:
I SERIOUS INJURIED my
back many years ago, PLAYING VOLLEYBALL, having 2 bulging disc and 1 herniated
disc.
I won’t bore you with the detail of that injury.
But maybe you don’t know this, but a WELL spiked or served VOLLEYBALL
can come at you at a top speed of 121 mph..
VOLLEYBALL looks safe enough, but when you start playing on a
competitive level you soon learn that it also can be VERY DANGEROUS. Getting in
the way of a well spiked VB is like falling out of the sky into water, a brick
wall.
After many hours of prayer, a lot of time and money with the physicians, through surgery and
therapy, I finally realize, and resolved in my heart, that this was something I truly was going to have to live
with for the rest of my life.
I was
somehow going to have to allow pain be my ever present friend.
Though my body was in constant in pain, My attitude through
all this was pretty healthy.
I didn’t seek to blame anyone else, or USE my disabilities to
my advantage. I didn’t feel sorry for myself, I accepted my position and
condition and sought out NEW WAYS to make myself useful.
ROMANS 8: 23 And we know
thatallthingsworktogetherfor good to them that love God, to them who are
the called according to [his] purpose.
What a wonderful scripture that is!!!!
EVEN in our weakness, disabilities, handicaps, HE IS JUST, HE offers us
PURPOSE for LIFE and PURPOSE in MINISTRY, working it all according to HIS
PURPOSE.
I believe in some ways the LORD honored my attitude, but even more than that, HE used my disability to put in my heart to “MINISTER” to others as a prayer warrior. I was “CONTENT” with where I was in life now, and lived a daily
life through HIS STRENGTH, though at times the pain was very severe.
Just a side note: for those that think INTERCESSORY PRAYER is not a ministry gift and understand that is very TAXING upon the flesh and spirit, you simply have not entered into the ministry gift... "ALL GIFTS of the SPIRIT, require surrender, and sacrificial love".
Content doesn't mean you are over joyous about your situation, only that you are accepting of your position in life.
The MOST MIRACOLOUS HEALING:
Through the PRAYER for another JESUS HEALED ME
One DAY during a
prayer service, with a group of ladies, I was MOVED tremendously by the HOLY
SPIRIT to share with the LADIES a vision that I had had.
A VISION about a young man named, MARK.
Though I was fairly new to this church, it was pressed upon my heart that I needed to include these women in the PRAYER FOR MARK. I felt a STRONG BURDEN and pressing need to share the needs of MARK with these praying women.
I didn’t know MARK, had never even met him, and yet I felt in someways I
knew him well.
I had seen him in a VISION a few days before:
MOVED by the
HOLY SPIRIT and through OBEDIENCE:
AS I was sharing the details of this vision:
In a vision, I had seen this young man Mark with the pastor
of this very church, I could tell you the color of his hair, the clothes he was
wearing, his age range, his attitude of remorse, and great need for acceptance etc etc.
ONE OF THE LADIES STOOD UP and said.. THAT IS MY SON!!! and he just called me a couple of days ago asking to come back home.
NO WHERE IN
MY WILDEST DREAMS was I expecting that to happen!!!
I thought MARK was a random guy that the HOLY
SPIRIT had moved me to pray for.
TO my surprise, MARK
was the SON of one of the WOMAN in the PRAYER GROUP. I am not sharing this as a matter of pride, I do NOT OWN a single gift myself, the GIFTS of the HOLY SPIRIT come "UPON US" not from us. 1 Cor 14: 36 What? came the word of God out from you? orcame it unto you only?
I was inSHOCK AND AWEmyself, totally not expected that someone in the group knew MARK, much less finding out his mother was present that day.
I certainly
learned something NEW and PROFOUND that day about the WORK and MINISTRY of the HOLY SPIRIT.
THE HOLY SPIRIT’S “KNOWLEDGE”
We may be “DIFFERENT” in body, having many members and MINISTRY, but
WE are “ALL” connected by “ONE SPIRIT”.
And the HOLY SPIRIT, knows every need, and every desire of
the HEART. THE HOLY SPIRIT is able to “REVEAL” truth from one body member to the other, as the
LORD sees fit for the “COMMON GOOD” of the BODY" as JESUS CHRIST ADMINISTERS..
You might ask.. WHY did the HOLY
SPIRIT reveal this information to me?
Was I special, no not at all.
I was SIMPLY AVAILABLE for service:
WHY ME?
I was practically the ONLY PERSON in the prayer group that
DIDN’T know MARK.
MARK, had made an absolute mess of his life: fallen into
drugs, abandoned the ministry, betrayed this small church, left his wife and
children behind, not heard from in years, and NO ONE was in the present mood to FORGIVE
or EMBRACE this young man “EVER” again. The DUST had been shaken off their feet,
and it TRULY was going to take an ACT of GOD, for them to open the door of
FELLOWSHIP with this young man again.
THERE was ETERNAL PURPOSE in this “WORD OF WISDOM”.
The GLORIOUS WORK OF THE HOLY SPIRIT: 1 Cor 14: 25 And thus are the secrets of his heart made manifest; and so falling down on [his] face he will worship God, .....
We all were OVER FILLED with the HOLY SPIRIT'S PRESENTS that day, women
were crying out to the LORD for MARK and their own hearts, forgiving spirits
were in the air. NOT a dry eye in
the room. EVEN the pastor showed up and became very involved in the prayer meeting.
MY HEALING came out of this prayer meeting:
And for some truly unknown reason or foreseen to me. ONE of
the ELDERLY LADIES sitting next to me, decided to reach over and run ONE FINGER
down my spine.
I felt a SURGE of POWER go down my spin, and in fact, it
cracked, and KNEW immediately I had JUST BEEN HEALED.
I looked up at her with “QUESTIONING EYES” and she said..
“THE LORD told me to do that, I was just OBEDIENT to HIS
COMMAND”
OUT OF A SIMPLE act of OBEDIENCE on her part, someone got healed.
THIS TIME.. IT WAS ME!!!!!
WOW WOW WOW
WOW.. I am STILL in amazement over this.
THE DESIRE for my OWN PERSONAL
HEALING had not even entered my mind at the time of that prayer meeting. I was content in my suffering. And most amazing, this elderly woman had NO IDEA of my pain or suffering.. SHE simply acted out of OBEDIENCE to the LORD.
YET, for some
unknown reason the LORD GRACIOUS HEALED ME THAT very moment and very day.
HALLELUYAH PRAISE
HIS NAME….
CONCLUSION:
BEFORE this HEALING had come, I could barely move a broom
across my floor, cook a meal for my family, or stand, sit, lie in any position
for any length of time.
I am now 52 years old, I have been blessed with good health
over all, I play volleyball for EXERCISE and RECREATION even today, along with
my husband and son.
My whole life is FILLED with GRATITUDE for what MY
SAVIOR, LORD, and HEALER has done for me, first for MEETING HIM and having HIS
FORGIVENESS and MOST of all for HIS PRESENTS in my LIFE. That is TRUE prosperity.
HE is VERY REAL to me, HE is ALIVE and WELL. I have a great deal of REVERANT FEAR for HIM.
I HEAR almost daily now:
“WHO CAN STAND AGAINST THE BEAST of REV 13’..
BUT instead I shall say
“WHO can stand AGAINST a LORD,that has the POWER
and AUTHORITY to CREATE and DESTROY with just a BREATH or WORD".
OH what if the BODY, truly humbled itself before the LORD and LOOKED to HIS FACE for our healing, HIS purpose, HIS desires?? How different our lives would be today?
OH and by the way, MARK did return home!!!!
Though our experiences CAN NOT be the FOUNDATION of our belief, but I do believe that our experiences can offer elements of conformation that HE IS ALIVE and WELL among us.. AMEN.
I
only hope that sharing this MIRACULOUS event from my life experience will
encourage your walk and obedience towards HIM. HE IS A PERSONAL INTIMATE LORD,
that LOVES and CARES for HIS BODY… AMEN
IF there is ONE thing I TRULY would LOVE to be able to share
is that “IN HIS NAME” the FATHER “POSITIONED”
and “APPOINTED” all the power and authority over the earth: spiritually and flesh.
HE is both THE SON OF GOD,
and THE SON OF MAN, earning the RIGHT to have
power over the FLESH and SPIRITUAL matters in the EARTH, under the EARTH, and
IN HEAVEN.
The MOST WONDERFUL and GLORIOUS WISDOM we can posses is the “knowledge of JESUS
CHRIST”: TO KNOW, WITHOUT a DOUBT, that HE is OUR MESSIAH and the GREAT PHYSICIAN of HIS BODY.
I have had 3 very POWERFUL MIRACULOUS HEALINGS in my life that
I wish to share:
I
suffered from deep depression for 2 years.
I had
a herniated disc, and 3 budging disc from an accident I had
I had
cervical cancer.
ONE of the things I can SAY, is
SOMETIMES HEALING comes through a NEED for REPENTANCE, and sometimes, it is
UNCONDITIONAL either way it is just an all out act of THE LORD’S DIVINE POWER
and CHARACTER of MERCY AND GRACE.
FIRST, let me make a ‘STATEMENT” about “SERVER DEPRESSION”:
You can’t RUN FROM DEPRESSION, you can’t COVER it up, it
will follow you into your closet, it strikes like a “STING OF
DEATH”. I believe “DEPRESSION is straight out of hell itself.
It follows you around like a PLEAGUE. YOU “SUFFER” inwardly unlike any PHYSICAL
pain can do, it effects you EMOTIONALLY, MENTALLY and PHYSICALLY. Even the
MEDICATIONS they offer are NO SUBSTITUTE for this infirmity, for they leave you
DULL, and NUMB as a HUMAN BEING and Leave you SPIRITUALLY DESOLATE.
I would not WISH “SERVER DEPRESSION” on my WORST ENEMY.
And I WOULD TAKE “ANY” physical pain over this DEBILITATING ILLNESS.
IF you suffer from severe depression, perhaps this will be a helps to you.
NOTE: I do not possess the KNOWLEDGE or UNDERSTANDING that "ALL' illness are caused by the demonic or by sin. I am not assuming anything in this case, this is a personal testimony of my life.
MANY years ago now, I suffered from “DEEP DEPRESSION ” for approximately…
2 years.
This was not your average “DOWN CAST SPIRIT” LIKE “OH I AM HAVING A
BAD DAYFEELING, this was the
“SUICIDAL type”, where you just wanted to be DEAD and have life END as you know
it.
I think the ONLY thing that kept me from committing suicide
was the fact that in my teen years I had
already tried this, without success., BUT
THIS TIME, I had a FAMILY to care for and felt a tremendous RESPONSIBILITY for them,
they were the ONE thing that kept me
going day in and day out.
MY LIFE, during that time: (it has been over 10 years now)
EVERY NIGHT, I begged the LORD to take my life.
To be honest, IT was a GREAT DISAPPOINTMENT to me to find
myself ALIVE again each morning. I
ABSOLUTELY hated to “WAKE UP” in the mornings, knowing that I was going to have
to face another day of what I perceived as “HELL on earth for me”
AFTER a period of time, I came to a
REVELATION, that I was DEPRESSED,“BEFORE” my feet hit the ground, before my day even began.
I was “DEPRESSED” from
just the “IDEA” of facing life just another day.
I began to ask myself, “WHY”
was this happening to me??
NOTHING in my DAY had even occurred yet, YET, here I was “ALREADY
DEPRESSED” before my feet even touched the FLOOR.
I wake up everyday to a loving family and husband, so I
realized, this is a “CONDITION” rather than an ‘EFFECT or CIRCUMSTANCE” of something that was going on in this time
of my life.
QUIET, honestly once I was able to evaluate my condition, the whole
thing didn’t make sense to me.
REALLY, HOW can someone WAKE UP DEPRESSED?
I often questioned:
Why was I SO DEPRESSED, I had a wonderful, supportive,
loving HUSBAND and a WONDERFUL FAMILY, EVERYTHING a woman would care to have. This depression had to be CHEMICAL or DEMOICIALLY INFLUENCED, for there was nothing supporting this in my present life.
FOR a long time, I was LIVING a
DOUBLE LIFE:
Though my husband was aware of my condition, DAY after DAY, BEFORE
the face of my family, I would “SEEK” to put on the “SMILING FACE” before them, everyday
appearing to be that good mom, and a happy wife.>>>>>> I mean REALLY, It wasn’t their
fault, THAT I knew for certain.
BUT behind the scenes of my
family and the public eye, DAY after day
after my family left for school and my husband would go off to work, I
would spend MANY hours on the floor of my bedroom, crying out to the LORD heal me, please heal me, I can't live like this.
I remember thinking..
I am just going to hold onto the hem of JESUS’ garment
and not let go till I get HEALING. I can not EXPRESS with the English
language the desperation, pain and agony I was feeling during these times.
I absolutely refused to take the
medications the doctors were ordering, because they “NUMBED” me
spiritually. LEFT me with a SPIRITUAL BLOCK, where I couldn’t even PRAY, and
PRAYER was the ONLY thing that was getting me through my day.
OH I DID HAVE “FAITH and BELIEVE”
I KNEW MY REDEEMER and I KNEW HE COULD HEAL, but HE SIMPLY was NOT healing me.
MOST days after HOURS and HOURS of PRAYING, I would get up play my piano, and
sing..
“I WILL PRAISE you in the STORM”. Somehow that would bring
moments of relief.
THOUGH my healing didn’t come, I was certain with ENOUGH
TIME and PRAYER, it was going to happen, because I knew the LORD MUST KNOW, I SIMPLY could
not endure this for much longer.
After about 2 years of struggling with this day after day I
simply had ENOUGH.
HONESTLY, I became very angry about it all, I was TIRED of
my prayers not reaching heaven. I screamed, I beat
the floor, had a tantrums, I was down right ANGRY!!!
NEEDLESS to say, here was no real success in that, I only felt
exhausted physically and emotional. Well, at least I GOT OUT MY TRUE FEELINGS.
JUST a side note: Apparently the LORD doesn’t care or respond to tantrums, HE
certainly didn’t respond to mine.
FINALLY, through my exhaustion; I was defeated and broken,
there was nothing left in me to cry, and
I fully expected and accepted that I this was going to be something that I was
going to have to accept and deal with for the REST of MY LIFE, oh mercy me, that is a LONG TIME...
AGAIN, IT certainly was NOT that I didn’t have the “FAITH”
or BELIEF” that JESUS COULD HEAL, but HE wasn’t healing me, and I had NO IDEA WHY???
I CAN ONLY
PRAY that YOU will not wait so LONG to get here find your PLACE of SURRENDER
NOW, instead of doing all the TALKING, sit still and LISTEN to HIS VOICE.
PERHAPS I
can save you from some LONG PAINFUL HOURS and YEARS of living in SUFFERING and AGONY.
In my BROKEN state before HIM, the
LORD had FINALLY prepared my heart for where HE
NEEDED ME TO BE for MY RESTORATION, I finally reached a place where I had a TRUE WILLINGNESS
to “HEAR” the TRUTH about a HIDDEN condition of
my heart.
It was in that DESPERATION and BROKENNESS, that I finally realized I had
been ASKING the “WRONG” question for all those years.
Instead of asking to be HEALED, I needed to knowWHY am I not being healed?
I NEED to know HOW to be RESTORED!!!
The NEXT words out of my mouth
was:
“LORD,
WHY not HEAL ME?”
MY VOICE
was heard in HEAVEN that day!!!! HALLELUJAH!!!!
The NEXT
morning I was awakened by a ‘still small voice” though it was NOT a VOICE that
was LOUD or DEMANDING, rather this VOICE simply seem to STATE a FACT and I knew within
that VOICE contained ALL the power and authority
of the ONE THAT WAS ABLE to DO “ALL”
that HE intended.. TO RESTORE ME!!!.
HERE are THE WORDS OF THAT VOICE:
(trust me I will NEVER forget them)
Quote: “ACCEPT YOUR SUFFERING, and RECEIVE YOUR
HEALING”
FOR the first time in YEARS, I
jumped out of bed and went DIRECTLY to my
knees. I didn’t quite understand what was being said at the TIME, but what I
did know was HE SAID>>… “RECEIVE YOUR HEALING” and
whatever it TOOK I was willing to go there.
My very FIRST question was.. “WHAT SUFFERING SHALL I ACCEPT?” for that was the
COMMAND of the VOICE, I remained on my knees, listening intently, waiting,
silently for HIS REPLY. Not imagining things of my own, just waiting patiently
for HIS ANSWER.
Suddenly the LORD began to show me
the reason for my GREAT AFFLICTION and SIN. I HAD EYES TO SEE and EARS TO HEAR NOW!!! "TO ACCEPT MY SUFFERING" meant I was to PUT MY SUFFERING over my OLD LIFE to DEATH, not bring it ALIVE in my NEW LIFE....YES, I had suffered greatly, but it SHOULD HAVE NO HOLD over my NEW LIFE in HIM!!!! I WAS A NEW CREATION IN CHRIST, all things were past away!!!
OH MY LORD, what took me so LONG to realize this..
HE SAID..
2 COR 5: 17 Therefore if any man [be] in Christ, [he is] a newcreature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.
The PROBLEM is I WASN'T"LIVING IT" because of UNBELIEVE!!!! I was not a TESTIMONY to a RESTORED LIFE/NEW LIFE, but a DEAD LIFE that was leaning on a crutch.
Thus I had made HIM a LIAR, by my own ignorance and shame. NOT HONORING HIS GLORY, HIS SACRIFICE or HIS POWER and AUTHORITY!!
The MOST WONDERFUL TESTIMONY a person has, is their TESTIMONY o GRATITUDE for what HE HAS DONE!!!!
I was carrying around my OLD LIFE, like some
HEAVY CHAIN on my back. I KEPT it ALIVE within me, continuously giving it BREATH, all the pain and suffering that I had had as a child was STILL ALIVE, seeking to live all its pains and sorrows in my present life.
I was NOT PUTTING away my OLD LIFE
that I could live in the NEW LIFE that HE offered me through HIS RESURRECTED
LIFE.
I was making excuses
for MY LIFE.
I “BELIEVED” I was so stupid, uneducated, didn’t have all
the BENEFITS or OPPORTUNITIES that others had, by not having a “GOOD GODLY, Supportive FAMILY in my childhood”. POUTING like a child and envying the lives of others, who from my prospective were beautiful, and smart. I had no SELF ESTEEM, because of my past life was running parallel to my present NEW LIFE.
I was LIVING my NEW
LIFE out of my PAST LIFE.
WHAT a WONDERFUL revelation!!! WOW here I
was almost 20 years into a NEW LIFE, and I was STILL living out of the EFFECTS/CURSE/FORCES
of my OLD LIFE.
I SERIOUSLY needed to “CAST DOWN this IMAGINATION, that was EXALTING itself
“AGAINST or ABOVE” the “HIGHER POWER” KNOWLEDGE OF GOD, and what HE HAD DONE FOR ME.
2 COR 10: 5 Casting down
imaginations, and every high thing that exalteth itselfagainsttheknowledgeof God.
To CAST DOWN, means to PUT TO
DEATH, not to breath LIFE back into it...
I was LIVING out of the imaginations of my OLD
LIFE, bring LIFE back into something that SHOULD NOT EXIST anymore.
I had been RESCUED and DELIVERED out of the OLD LIFE, and yet I was LIVING in the "curse" of the OLD LIFE.
IT NEEDED to be “PUT TO DEATH” and
NOT GIVE IT “BREATH AGAIN”.
“ALL THINGS ARE PASSED AWAY”
THERE was nothing in my NEW LIFE
to hold me back, BECAUSE OF HIM, I
had OPPORTUNITIES to LIVE IN LIBERTY, FREEDOM in “SPIRITUAL VICTORY” over my OLD PAST
LIFE.
I simply needed to put my OLD LIFE, to death, BURY IT, and RISE to that “SPIRITUAL VICTORY and NEW LIFE” that JESUS PAID a very
COSTLY PRICE for.
Did
you know that it “UNBELIEVE and SIN” when we do not BELIEVE HE cast our SINS
far away, AND GIVES US NEW LIFE.... That “WE” do not count HIS SACRIFICE
as SUFFICENT to offer us NEW LIFE?
To be SAVED means to BE HEALED, HEALING comes from the SAME “FAITH” as
FAITH IN HIM for SALVATION.
I REPENTED OF MY “IMAGINATIONS and MY GREAT SIN before HIM” and
CONFESSED JESUS CHRIST DID HAVE TO POWER TO BRING and BREATHE “NEW LIFE” INTO ME, and that MY NEW LIFE would procede as HE PLANNED and PURPOSED in my life, from that day forward...
I left my KNEES that DAY, HEALED and RESTORED,
NEVER again to return to that “DEPRESSION.
I STILL SINGING HIS PRAISES today as MY LORD and KING and I AM
ALWAYS REMINDED, that because OF WHAT HE DID, I AM OFFERED “NEW LIFE” and A
“NEW BEGINNING”.
PROFESSING and GIVING TESTIMONY:
“ I AM SET FREE by HIS POWER and HIS TRUTH, and I DON’T LIVE THERE ANYMORE”For my OLD LIVE is PAST AWAY!!!
.
BY HIS TRUTH and HIS HEALING POWER
and AUTHORITY.
PRAISE MY SAVIOR and KING.
MY REDEEMER and HEALER:
THE LORD SAID. HE is SEEKING those
that will WORSHIP HIM in TRUTH and SPIRIT.
ARE you seeking the TRUTH, that YOU can BE HEALED and RESTORED?
IF you are suffering from DEPRESSION, don't allow the enemy to keep you in deception. IT isn't always about your circumstances, but maybe more about your condition.....
PERHAPS you TOO need to CONFESS and REPENT that you are STILL living out of your OLD LIFE? To do so, MEANS the CONDITIONS Of YOUR LIFE have CHANGED, and you can LOOK forward to a NEW BEGINNING with HIM daily, intimately walking in FELLOWSHIP with the LORD.
I PRAY YOU will SEEK the TRUTH, that you can be HEALED and RESTORED to that NEW LIFE. For as LONG as that SUN SHINES outside, there is still OPPORTUNITY for RESTORATION!!!! AMEN
JOHN 4: 23 But the hour cometh, and now is, when the
true worshippers shall worship the Father inspiritand intruth: for the
Father seeketh such to worship him.
I pray that gives you some HOPE
and ENCOURAGEMENT TODAY, to SEEK OUT HIS FACE, and that YOU WILL KNOW that OUR REDEEMER LIVES and HE IS STILL a HEALER EVEN TODAY.
I hope this has been a service to you in some way, and that the LORD will find the PRAISE that I OFFER HIS NAME... AMEN
